Change!
Hi G/guys! It's me again, rofl. i know it’s been a couple of months. i was having some issues with being able to stay stable on Black Dragon. i finally got it back working! Lately, my mind has been drifting to how life changes around U/us and how W/we change over time to grow into a better version of O/ourselves.. Change is important in life because it allows U/us to move forward to experience new and exciting things. By doing some research on the topic, it's said that if Y/you don't actively work on evolving Y/yourself, life around Y/you can become stagnant. Working on Y/your inner self can bring about so many changes that Y/you never knew were possible. It can open up new things, such as new confidence in life.
Welcoming change wasn't something easy for me. Whether it was changing with my rl F/family, losing important P/people in my life, changes in relationships, or also changing my way of thinking negatively to positively. i haven't mastered it and i still struggle sometimes. The main thing is, there is a huge difference. my way of thinking about myself used to be negative around the clock. Through my submission, being guided and molded by Owner, He not only gave me the tools to see myself from a positive perspective, but He also taught me how important it is to evolve. That change doesn't necessarily have to be horrible.
A lot of the changes and growth were very uncomfortable. At the same time, it has been rewarding in so many ways. Such as learning who i am as a person, learning self-love ( something i'm still currently working on), and seeing what i do offer. Now, i don't have it altogether at all, lol. i still have days when i don't feel like the best version of myself, i still have days where i am insecure in certain areas, there are times i miss my comfort zones such as putting myself last and being quiet even tho i have a voice. All this because it was easy to do.
The main difference is, that instead of letting all of that fester, i push myself out of those moments. It may not be quick, it may take a couple of hours or a day to get back on the right track. Even if i still struggle, i still fight my way through anything negative. He reminds me that it's not going to happen overnight and i try my hardest to keep that as a reminder. As much as change can hurt at times, change is inevitable, it's just a part of life.
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